Only saying

That this week has been a tough one....


*First Robert left for Waco for the week

* after forgetting Riley had snack Tuesday I loaded all the kids into the car to head to HEB and ended up on the side of the road for 1 1/2 hours with a flat tire.

* the very next morning running behind had alot to get done. Ran outside in my pj's to take Riley with the boys got them all loaded and went to turn on the car and it was dead.... had to run down a neighbor who was nice enough to take her.

* Go to the Dr and get poked oh 4 times told ok your done and head out. Get my kids into the car to only find it is dead once again and a nurse running after me telling me that she needed more blood.

* got a new tire

* and a new battery

* went back and got poked another 3 time (I have spaghetti for veins)

And made it home just in time for the school bus. It can only go up from here right???

WE ARE .................................................

Moving!!!


I guess I shouldn't be surprised we are not the kind atleast since we have been married to stick to one place for to long. So we are off on our next adventure. Robert took a sortof new job up in Waco Texas and to be able to actually see us more then once a week we have decided to go with him. He has to be up there May 5th so I will be packing and packing. And hoping that we can get our house rented. And find a good rental house in Waco or the surrounding area.

Had to get it off my chest

This post is for myself and not to make anyone feel bad.... This probably wont make much since sorry no proper anything sorry.. WARNING T.. M.. I.. ahead.



Wednesday March 25Th we found out we were expecting number 4. I didn't quite know how to feel about it. We didn't tell many people. And still probably wouldn't say anything but I just can't wrap my brain around what is going on . And Knowledge is power...

My heart wasn't fully into being pregnant right now. Yes babies are great and adding to our family is always exciting. But I was just trying to get everything from everyone else in our family and myselfs stuff put back together. But I was warming up to the idea I could still work out through the pregnancy and not be put behind by it.

April 9Th was my first OB appointment I couldn't shack this very nervous feeling. Robert was with me and very excited. The nurse came in and did all the vitals and confirmed that yes we were indeed pregnant. Then the nurse practitioner came in and did all the examines. Everything looked OK until she did the breast examine she said oh you have a couple lumps we will be keeping a close eye on as they could be normal or could be something abnormal.

Then the ultrasound tech came in and did that. At first we all thought it was twins but then she started looking more and more closely. Then called the doctor in to talk to us. So hello we have now seen I think everyone in the office right. So he comes in and goes OK there are two things. First is that you have a cyst on your right ovary and that could or could not mean that you just ovulated on that side. But we will have to watch it. Then he goes now about the twin thing it isn't twins it is one and a blood clot in your uterus now here is what could happen the baby could outgrow the blood clot and make the body just absorb it or the body can chose to eliminate the whole pregnancy to get the clot out. We were shocked. And still really have no answers to why or how a clot forms. But I have been put on limited activity and also on a hormone to help. We are hoping and praying that in two weeks when we go back that the baby has grown and not the blood clot.

So right now the whole house is dealing with a emotional roller coaster for a mom. We know that whatever is supposed to happen will.

Thanks for reading and sorry it isn't something fun and exciting.

~Julia

Just ask!!

1. What is something your mom always says to you?Brody~ be nice. Riley~ I love you!


2. What makes mom happy? Riley~ when she cleans up my room. Brody~ um because I'm in my matter jammies that Riley found for me.

3. What makes mom sad?Riley~ when I don't listen. Brody~ no you make me sad when you say I can't have something.

4. How does your mom make you laugh? Riley~ tickle me and zerbitte me. Brody ~ HAPPY!

5. What was your mom like as a child? Riley ~ You liked playing. Brody~her was small.

6. How old is your mom? Riley~25 Brody ~ 49

7. How tall is your mom? Brody- big Riley~20lbs and tall

8. What is her favorite thing to do? Riley~ wash the dishes. Brody~ to play with me

9. What does your mom do when you're not around? Riley~shopping, go out with friends and you watch my brothers. Brody~play with trucks

10. If your mom becomes famous, what will it be for? Riley~ for you being proud. Brody~
being so happy
11. What is your mom really good at? Riley~ making food and raising money, Brody~ watching nei ho kiland. ( sp) I want to watch t.v.

12. What is your mom not very good at? Riley~not getting Hyde dressed. Brody~ uh ua

13. What does your mom do for her job?Riley~ you help Hyde get dressed, sometimes you come eat with me at school, work at the school, help people. Brody is now sulking in the other room because the tv isnt on. Hyde~ No

14. What is your mom's favorite food? Riley~ Bean burritos Brody~ no answer Hyde no

15. What makes you proud of your mom?Riley~ because you help me. Brody still in the living room.

16. If your mom were a cartoon character who would she be? Riley~ Ni-how Kiland. Brody~ I want to watch batman he is so cool he is a good bad guy.

17. What do you and your mom do together? Riley~ Eat together, play together. Brody~ play and go to Hobby Lobby.

18. How are you and your mom the same? Riley~ because we have the same hair. Brody~ my hair is yellow

19. How are you and your mom different? Riley~ we don't have the same earrings. Brody~ I need a drink and I have yellow hair. Hyde mama boo.

20. How do you know your mom loves you? Riley~ because you give me hugs and kisses. Brody~ we have a family. Hyde nodes his head yes.